A catch up..

It was lovely today to catch up with an old friend from school and talk like there's no tomorrow :)

TALK, TALK, TALK about life and it's problems but not in a negative, sorrowful kind of way, NO, in a matter of fact, gossiping kind of way.

I love a little escape with a friend, talking about thing, forgetting other things but unfortunately when you come home then you have to accept another sad bit of news

I promise happy post tomorrow even if i'm not feeling it... :)

Fail

what was my last post about? Living in the present, oh yeah, well...I've already failed that one.

All it takes is one thing, one reminder, and it all comes flooding back in.

SO many worries, SO many fears, not feeling strong enough or good enough feeling a complete idiot for not being able to face something so small to other people.

On to a better day please...

Live in the present...

My thought for 2012 is going to be to try my hardest to live in the present. I'm going to try not to consume myself in fears of the future and to instead focus on today.

I have the habit, like most people do, to worry constantly. I am always thinking of the next thing and somehow think that worrying in advance will make a difference.

Worry is stupid, pointless and a drain on your emotions and your well being. There is enough already in this world to make you feel down and upset without putting yourself through worries for it aswell.


So... I am going to try my best to do that and I hope I'll be happier for it. :)